She hopes
A sister will surely feel sad seeing her brother ruining his life filling it with lots of unuseful things, wasting time and killing his youth. She regrets that her brother did not realize that every human being gets his youth only once and once they are old they can never go back and turn back time wishing they have never done what they have done. She wishes to help him and and do something bigger than just praying for him. How she wishes to have the power to change him. But soon she realizes that it is all not within her reach. Her hands are too small to get and bring him back. She felt a throbbing pain deep in her heart that she loves him so dearly but she cannot even talk to him properly without feeling a bit of anger and disappointment, and an inevitable feeling of sorrow of thinking how things have changed. How a brother turn to be a stranger in just an occasion. As if they were never closed. As if they have never shared stories and ideas. As if they have never cared for each other.
But one thing she is sure of, she'll never stop asking Allah to grant him His hidayah. She hopes that maybe someday, just one fine day, her brother will realize how much time he has wasted, how many hearts he has broken, how peaceful life would be without living in hatred and anger. how beautiful it is to live in His guidance.
Dear Allah, You are listening right? :')

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